Gutting The Fawn

-why do you do that?
(looks up)
do what?

-smoke

oh, it’s a long story
-I have time
I know how bad it is
(takes drag)

I kill myself with class

-you want to die?

I don’t want to live

-why?
Because I want to escape
-why?
Because I hate it here
The world is crap
(looks to the side)
(takes drag)

-that makes sense
I guess
-why don’t you just kill yourself?
Because I’m still unsure. And I don’t want to die right now. This is just a guarantee that I’ll be gone soon.
-oh
It’s my white flag
-you’ve given up?

I’ve given up on worrying and caring about all the fucking mistakes and problems in the world.

-so you smoke?

yeah